Li'l Scribbles

Suddenly, on a travel

21st Nov '09

In a moment of understanding
of someone else's grief...
Without knowledge, almost instantly
you take it upon yourself...
And then tears roll down
the pain is yours...
Still auto reflecting you
try to throw the pain away
as if it's untouchable
But it's been touched
you can't deny it...
So you just sit and pray
that Lord gives you the strength
and keeps your loved ones safe...
' Please don't let my fears shadow them!'

The Time Concept

3rd October '09

It’s time.

Time it is.

What’s the time?

IT’s Time!

I saw myself running and running to find some time. And I really never got it as such. The planned, the scheduled always got upset and just when I was about to clutch it and feel it and enjoy it. It escaped. Tired I stopped looking aggressively for it. And then when the search ceased, it came to me.

I never get the concept of time. I’m punctual alright, most if the times ‘on dot’ or before (much to the trouble of others). But by concept of time I mean: past, present and future. It’s weird. Like the time machine. Just because I can travel in time, I’ll never be where I should be. Keep shuttling to and fro. So the reactions of the future, happen in the present- me having pre- sensed it. And the pains of the past bleed much later. Weird, but it happens all the time.

It’s time.

Time it is.

What’s the time?

IT’s Time!

Unclosed Chapters

17th September '09

Unclosed chapters remain.

You don’t even know that they exist. And then one day, suddenly while you’re walking down the road or while you’re in the shower they’ll enter your mind with a flash. Detailed pictures, concrete words and you’d be catapulted back in time. The feelings shall gush. You’d be vulnerable yet not really threatened, but threatened, still.

How to shut the door on these figments of mind? How to be prepared for a sudden sneak in? How to close the chapters when removed from their space, time and people?

15th Sep '09

Are we aware of the Rights we have??
And if we were. Would that make any difference?
to us. or to others.

On road again, am I..
Walking, warming, wandering..
It's foggy
It's misty
The magic remains..
On road again, am I..

Traffic.
Train.
Tryst.
Destiny.
Destination.
Door.
Locked.
Longing.
Love.

15th September '09

2 months and a day..
sorry..
I'm back..

Threshold

23rd July '09

Stretched out my hand
out of the window
to grasp a handful of sky.
And it poured.
Right then
onto my palm.

Something's missing
Can't find it..

Have been looking awhile now..
Looked into the past,
Peered through the present,
And stared right past the deep oblivion.

Something's missing
Can't find it..

To disturb a deep slumber.
To expect liveliness.
To show you're alive
To look for passion.
To shake.
To inflame.
To disturb a deep slumber.
How?
When one sleeps while you write.

I'm on a journey to sanity.
Please call me back.
Cause you know..
I know..
We all know..
Once I reach
I'm never coming back.