take me home!

24th Feb '09

Bitter taste gripping your tongue

A gruesome tale spins

Shivering fingers stuck in holes

A scarlet river flows

Heating cold lashing at your eye

A sight become a blurry

 

A sight become a blurry

Take me home

Plotting Escape

13th Feb '09


Let’s go for a walk

Let’s go for a swim

Let’s just go

Let’s escape

Let’s go for coffee

Let’s go shopping

Let’s but go

Let’s go

Let’s just escape

 

Escape these gravity-like pull down-thoughts

Escape this hour, this minute, this time

Escape this mood, this expression

Escape this conversation, this thing

 

Let’s runaway and hide under the stars

Maybe get lost and forget where we are

Just not know which timeline we belong to

Escape we must.

 

Mentaloner

11th Feb '09

Just walking around the world
I felt so lost
Just thinking aloud in my mind
I knew I had no thoughts
Cause of this Silence
which is there
this Silence
which screams
this Silence
not so peaceful, anymore

today: motto

4th Feb '09

I’m going to stop fretting about tomorrow

And I’ll live today for today

 

I’m going to stop being hard on myself for the past

And would just ask questions for today

 

I’m going to zoom in and lose the large picture

And stay on to a particular spot

 

I’m going to be high no matter what I drink

And get others merry too

 

That’s the motto

For today.

eemoushunal atyaaachaar

28th Jan '09

Sometimes, for no reason at all things seem so weird. I know weird is a random word, but as I’ve already establishes many times before, it’s the perfect abstract expression for me.

 

Maybe I’m one of those depressive writers, coz 75% of the time I write, depressive-melancholy shit comes out, irrespective of my mood. I’ll not work on it; I’d just leave some things to just turn out the way they want to churn out.

 

Deep Dive

22nd Jan '09

Lemme delve within myself…

Lemme dive down, deep within…

 

And all I clasp in my palm is that what holds me within..

And all I lock in my heart is that what locks me in tangles

 

And as I rise to the surface again

The images, the glittering blue, the reflections in the water confuse me..

I’m you and you are me and then it’s we

Intertwined we’re rising in spirals

 

To the surface we surface,

Soaked in depth

 

MIndless Bents

20th Jan '09

It's not the pen
It's the thought
It's not the booty
It's the dignity 
My Darling

How we keep moving through the minutes, the days, the weeks
And suddenly it's been a year..

All that affected you, caught your thoughts, plagued your mind
Came, said hello, had a cup of tea and went away..

And I'd say, the rendezvous wasn't that bad..
If was bad, wtf it passed.
If didn't, would.
again. wtf.

It's all that we'll have in the end.
You would have me.
I'd have you.
And most importantly, we'll have each of ourselves to ourself.

What would matter to me..
is that my heart is clean, without pain or regret or guilt...
is that my mind is without debate, coz I did not bend...
is that my soul is my soul, not sold.