Primordial Spirits

13th June '06

O' my darling
..my darling
......do you know it too??
o' my sweetherat
..my heartthrob
......so you feel it too??
Centuries and centuries have gone gallore
..but from time immemorial
...we've been me and you.
Searching for the gone-by moments
..of scores of decades before
the familiarity we feel
..is not of this age..I'm sure..
Through the time, through the layers
..seeking each other out
toward love...we both have been devout.
End of misery
..plus to feel the pain...
through bouts of ties
..and atlast to the deepest unknown.
Deep..the depth..we've traversed it before..
lighter and higher...
and deeper and lower...
Merging, demerging our souls playing games..
Spiralling and spinning
...like magnets in a cosmic dance.
Search my soul and Post-mortem my being..
thoughts and thoughts and feelings and memories..
of lives....of essence...
of existence..
in each others' mere presence.
Through the silence echo
..the words spoken before..
The look in the eye..
..we've shared in some ancient sphere before.
Like banjaras
...in different forms...
we've vagabonged and looked life in awe.
Through cycles of life..
beyond birth and death...
we've seeked one-another in every fore.
As clouds, as droplets
..as the gleam of sun....
With flowers, with fragrance
..with tunes of love....
In rain, in winter
..under the rainbow dome....
Fresh as dew
and as nascent as a new leaf....
..A Primordial Love Renewed.

An Apology and Back

13th June '06

Days and Nights are going by...
..as each moment tapers down into another,
contaminated silence with circumstancial doubt....
I'm sorry for the pins I pricked...

In the darkness of the nights
..when I sob silently,
And in the light of the day
..when my eyes well up with tears.
Now, I know I'm not alone.....
A part of you
..holds me in a warm embrace everytime it happens.
A part of you
..like smiffs of memories, makes me smile.
And a part of yoy
..leads me to the dreamy sands
...and in the cozy-comfort of snuggly visions
....I, then go to sleep.