19th November '07

the head is not free
the head is not fine
there’s something on it
there’s a weirdness about it

feel like falling and falling and further falling
and then hitting and hitting hard such that the hit hits
feel like running and running and running till I reach the very end
and then at the end, collapsing in a way that it really ends for the last time

I’m to learn to
Smile my sadness
Clap with tears
Tap dance thru it all

I will……wait…for the real thing….

When ur happy and you know it……

1 comment:

Keshav said...

when you're happy and you know it, clap your hands! remember that song? enjoy the last few miles of your run... don't let it be a drudgery